Nope, that’s not a typo.
Quite some time ago, I wrote an introduction about myself, to tell “my story”. But, after a VERY long flight (from an AMAZING conference), long drive back home, and a VERY long sleepless night, the brain really starts to do a number on you.
Sooooo, who am I … REALLY?
- I am EXTREMELY sensitive, especially when it comes to crying and anger
- I am EXTREMELY empathic
- I take things VERY personally
- As much as I love the theory behind attending networking and social events, I often spend the time alone, or listening to others talk, because the moment I’m put on the spot, my brain loves to shut down
- I don’t have in-person friends; for the same above reasons
- Sometimes I feel very alone
- Even though I am extremely sensitive, I rarely talk about what I’m feeling; I don’t like being accused of being “dramatic”, or “making it all about me”
- I am TERRIBLE at keeping in communication with people. I start out with the greatest of intentions, but quickly feel like I am pestering and bothering people, and I quickly shift into reverse and withdraw
- I constantly suffer from impostor syndrome; not only in my attempt to transition my career, but in life in general. I always feel out of place, and that I just don’t quite belong, even if it’s something I feel strongly or passionate about
Why are we so cruel and punishing of ourselves?